Four days ago, my life took an unexpected turn. I woke up on what seemed like a normal morning, ready to embrace the day, only for my body to betray me. As I stepped off the bed, my legs gave out, and I collapsed to the floor. Confused and terrified, I realized I couldn’t walk. I tried calling for help, my voice trembling with desperation, but my door was locked. I had suffered a stroke.
In that moment, I had no choice but to drag myself across the floor to unlock the door for my neighbor. Every movement was a battle—exhausting, excruciating, and humbling. It was the most difficult thing I have ever endured.
Now, as I write this, I am recovering, but the journey is far from over. My right-hand side is still badly affected, and walking feels like a distant memory. Even drafting this blog has taken me more hours than I could have imagined. Each word feels like climbing a mountain, but I am determined to share my story.
This stroke has changed me profoundly. Losing my ability to walk and struggling with my speech has forced me to see life in a completely different light. It has made me value the simple things—the things I once took for granted. It’s also made me reflect on unfinished dreams, like the book I’ve been writing about my father and the tragedy our family has faced. Now, more than ever, I am committed to telling his story and honoring his memory.
To my readers, I want to take a moment to wish you a Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Year. May this season remind us all of the gift of life and the power of love. To my close friends and family who have stood by me during this difficult time—your support means the world to me. I truly don’t know how I would have faced this without you.
As I move forward, I remind myself of a powerful truth:
"Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars." — Kahlil Gibran
This is the beginning of my healing journey. It won’t be easy, but I am determined to rise again, one step at a time. To anyone else facing a battle—whether physical, emotional, or spiritual—know that you are not alone. We are all stronger than we believe, and together, we can overcome the storms life throws at us.
With hope and gratitude,
Zintle Khobeni de Lange-
